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a wound gives off its own light

surgeons say.  

if all the lamps in the house were turned out  
you could dress this wound  
by what shines from it.  

- Anne Carson

Entering the Kingdom

- Mary Oliver

The crows see me.
They stretch their glossy necks
In the tallest branches
Of green trees. I am
Possibly dangerous, I am
Entering the kingdom.

The dream of my life
Is to lie down by a slow river
And stare at the light in the trees-
To learn something by being nothing
A little while but the rich
Lens of attention.

But the crows puff their feathers and cry
Between me and the sun,
And I should go now.
They know me for what I am.
No dreamer,
No eater of leaves.

Lights Out

- W.S. Merwin

The old grieving autumn goes on calling to its summer
the valley is calling to other valleys beyond the ridge
each star is roaring alone into darkness
there is not a sound in the whole night

Rain Light

- W.S. Merwin

All day the stars watch from long ago
my mother said I am going now
when you are alone you will be all right
whether or not you know you will know
look at the old house in the dawn rain
all the flowers are forms of water
the sun reminds them through a white cloud
touches the patchwork spread on the hill
the washed colors of the afterlife
that lived there long before you were born
see how they wake without a question
even though the whole world is burning

snowdrops

- Louise Glück

Do you know what I was, how I lived? You know
what despair is; then
winter should have meaning for you.

I did not expect to survive,
earth suppressing me. I didn't expect
to waken again, to feel
in damp earth my body
able to respond again, remembering
after so long how to open again
in the cold light
of earliest spring

afraid, yes, but among you again
crying yes risk joy

in the raw wind of the new world.

Starlight, 1962

- Victoria Chang

Suppose the stars are just our grief reflected back to us, proof that grief 
sometimes forgets its source, that it can find dead things no matter how 
distant. Everyone arrives one day and asks, is this it? And the stars answer 
back with more stars. I wonder if Agnes started at the bottom or at the top, if 
she went left to right or right to left. There’s no use in wondering if the 
canvas was on the floor or on a table. To ask questions is to be distracted by 
point of view. Point of view has a terrible memory. I’ve looked at photos 
scrolling up and over, zooming in and out, and realize it is not love I want, 
just the ability to zoom back out. A woman loses herself when she can no 
longer zoom out. Agnes knew that love exists because of the distance of 
starlight. That desire is the only thing with nerve endings. That it drips. 
That it dries faster in the desert. She knew to paint it vertically but to hang it 
horizontally.

The Coming of Light

- Mark Strand

Even this late it happens:
the coming of love, the coming of light. 
You wake and the candles are lit as if by themselves, 
stars gather, dreams pour into your pillows, 
sending up warm bouquets of air.
Even this late the bones of the body shine 
and tomorrow’s dust flares into breath.

The Light Continues

- Linda Gregg

Every evening, an hour before
the sun goes down, I walk toward
its light, wanting to be altered.
Always in quiet, the air still.
Walking up the straight empty road
and then back. When the sun
is gone, the light continues
high up in the sky for a while.
When I return, the moon is there.
Like a changing of the guard.
I don’t expect the light
to save me, but I do believe
in the ritual. I believe
I am being born a second time
in this very plain way.